updated pics

getting ready

Well I have been trying to get ready for the upcoming holidays. Usually decorating for Christmas is great fun so I have already started that and finished this weekend most of it. I have 3 trees up along with the knick knacks but still can't get into the holiday spirit to much. I miss my kids! I wanted to post some most recent pics. Before and after and you can see a drastic change in Garett especially. Please keep him in your prayers. I worry about them both so much. Brandon will be coming next Wednesday so I am looking forward to visiting with him.

need to vent

I am just a little upset these days. Since June Garett has gained 85 lbs. He is now making C's and D's for the first time in his life. Elaina is very hyper and can't seem to calm down. I fail to see how this is in the best interest of my children. Especially after what all they tell me they are feeling on my visits with them. It hurts so much to see your babies hurting and there is nothing in the world you can do about it because you are controlled by other people who "know" what is best for your children. I also fail to see how it is that unless I have medicaid or some public service I can not get appointments for my children with health providers. Since Scott and I do work and do have insurance we are actually punished for this. AAAGGGGHHHHHH!!!!! I am hoping this blogging thing helps my efforts in venting. In the meantime please keep my travel to Texarkana, Hope and back tomorrow in your prayers. I will be meeting with the guardian ad litem "attorney for the children" and then picking them up to bring them back for another appt. in Helena. Mom and dad will be taking them back Wed. Also, keep Tammy and Chris is mind. They are on pins and needles for the finalization of the adoption of the 4 little ones. I am hoping that it works out for them.

FE FE

update

Can you believe I can actually get on here and blog twice in one week? LOL. I wanted to post some new pics of our new addition to the family, FeFe. Scott got her for me I am sure to try to cheer me up a little. We just love her. An update on the children's situation is that now our court date has been delayed once again. This time possibly until Janurary. So please keep on remembering us during all this time. I hope everyone is looking forward to the upcoming holidays.

more pics

rachel pagent

Pageant

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't blogged in a while. In between the drama with the kids, my hospitilization, pageant, and then early this morning Scott's grandmother passed away it is has been full throttle around here. I am posting some pics from last nights pageant. Rachel looked so pretty and did so good for her first on stage presence pageant. I hope you enjoy. Please keep Scott and his family in your prayers. It was a very long weekend watching his grandmother suffer so.